Been in and out of treatment for a few years. 19. I can’t describe my life in any way other than to say “I am anorexic”. That’s all there is to me now. Anonymous, sub-blog so sorry I can’t follow back. coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/tagged/me for pictures of yours truely PS I have a queue running as often as possible, I’m not on this blog much at all so please do not think I’m ignoring your messages if I haven’t gotten round to replying, I appreciate every one.Tumblr (3.0; @coffee0rtea)http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/2cb9defe7c2139e5998aabfe8dd18574/tumblr_mnapn3uxio1rp1gq2o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51289081846http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51289081846Sat, 25 May 2013 04:11:18 -0400meselfanorexiaanabulimiaednosed<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e79e4201492767d898368bdd5a8d0ac1/tumblr_mlel84NdvH1qgwb03o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51284572786http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51284572786Sat, 25 May 2013 02:05:47 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7607aea9d5e5fb526a05bf124f1b59e6/tumblr_mh3r8yeCLj1r209vmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51264772345http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51264772345Fri, 24 May 2013 20:55:16 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lpcxmrlWmK1r0vtbeo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51256384524http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51256384524Fri, 24 May 2013 18:49:36 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/6662c514dcca026c18c70c8240d04496/tumblr_mgzinr8tBS1rvzxk3o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51247586374http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51247586374Fri, 24 May 2013 16:44:17 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1972a2686ec7d7b7e5dd3aaf2127c65b/tumblr_mkuyjf45ad1rfeadjo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51239268537http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51239268537Fri, 24 May 2013 14:38:36 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/611c8d3f9fb215801fc4054d62dc2a57/tumblr_min5an2xKP1s1pc3bo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51232187807http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51232187807Fri, 24 May 2013 12:33:02 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7smrmeptp1rtjbnio1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51225710808http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51225710808Fri, 24 May 2013 10:27:53 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4qs0xQgn41rpky4eo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51220413970http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51220413970Fri, 24 May 2013 08:22:25 -0400<p>Thought of gaining weight is pretty terrifying and not having control over food. As much as I despise binging and purging I feel like I need it.</p>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51218525113http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51218525113Fri, 24 May 2013 07:27:04 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e671f8e90060afe07b2513e191f72f2f/tumblr_mna4jbe40J1qdg6sho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51216437122http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51216437122Fri, 24 May 2013 06:16:53 -0400<p>I&#8217;m being offered in patient and if I don&#8217;t accept treatment is being with drawn totally (they don&#8217;t think anything else can help me now). I can&#8217;t go IP so I guess I will be on my own from here. I don&#8217;t like this existence. I&#8217;d very much like to not be alive somehow.</p>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51214945324http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51214945324Fri, 24 May 2013 05:18:18 -0400personal<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b3e96e176ec9441fc6099a6f4045d8c6/tumblr_mnaox1nR6Z1rp1gq2o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Sorry for excessive/poor censoring.</p>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51214456564http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/51214456564Fri, 24 May 2013 04:58:13 -0400selfmeanorexiaweightlosseating disorderemaciated<p>Going out at 1 and I&#8217;ll be out all day. Home alone before then, do I eat something or not? I&#8217;m hungry already, I know if I don&#8217;t eat something I&#8217;ll be hungry and tired all day but I just don&#8217;t feel like I&#8217;m allowed to eat anything. Why do simple things like breakfast and lunch have to tear my mind in two.</p>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/50331312789http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/50331312789Mon, 13 May 2013 04:49:12 -0400Anorexiaeating disorder<p>Thanks but I’m not sure what gave you the impression that I care about being beautiful or what I look like at all? I appreciate you trying to be helpful but I hate this naive belief that eating disorders are so simple they’re just about looks. It’s not true maybe I’d just like to die.</p>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/50330430529http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/50330430529Mon, 13 May 2013 04:15:02 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/62d64ee893677464fd1b941ff0f17d6f/tumblr_mmpeafXiVP1qgwb03o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://heartcore-hope.tumblr.com/post/50287375439/http-ellen-bauer-tumblr-com" class="tumblr_blog">heartcore-hope</a>:</p> <blockquote><p><em><a href="http://ellen-bauer.tumblr.com/"></a><a href="http://ellen-bauer.tumblr.com/"><a href="http://ellen-bauer.tumblr.com/">http://ellen-bauer.tumblr.com/</a></a></em></p></blockquote>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/50330290953http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/50330290953Mon, 13 May 2013 04:09:47 -0400Edanorexiabulimia<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3qu4qLpX21rvzvs2o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/50330094785http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/50330094785Mon, 13 May 2013 04:02:23 -0400Skinnybonesanathinspo<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/66ca67ca6834e6871a777bb22ff95788/tumblr_mh5mbxgf821rr24vyo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/50330007361http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/50330007361Mon, 13 May 2013 03:59:29 -0400Skinnyribsstomachthinspo<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1cd8c7823bce62d12756a350105d874c/tumblr_mmq8jw8MO61r5u0zzo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/50329971072http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/50329971072Mon, 13 May 2013 03:58:00 -0400skinnyabsstomachanorexiabulimiafitspo<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/440f93b444ab81849df13698ae659157/tumblr_mmkyjsn1gC1spw6c5o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/50329937568http://coffee0rtea.tumblr.com/post/50329937568Mon, 13 May 2013 03:56:51 -0400Thinspoanaanorexicedbulimia